The Vanderpump Rules cast member says it “sucks” having her Valley Village home ruined in an emotional moment.
Ariana Madix’s emotions finally got the best of her.
In a new preview for Vanderpump Rules Season 11, Episode 11 (airing April 9), the blonde beauty lets down her guard with Lala Kent and Scheana Shay when reflecting on her current living situation that she’s in with her ex, Tom Sandoval.
Ariana Madix explains the “anger” she has for Tom Sandoval
The Vanderpump Rules preview picks up moments after Ariana and Tom’s heated argument about their shared bills. While reflecting on the situation, Ariana tells Scheana and Lala that she still holds onto the pain caused by Tom. “I know that the amount of anger I feel for him, I understand it’s not healthy,” she says.
Ariana also st ates that most of her resentment for Tom comes from his inability to admit that he “f-cked up” their relationship.
Ariana Madix says Tom Sandoval “wrecked” her “dream home”
Shortly after, Scheana and Lala express to Ariana that her “happiness” is a priority and that starts by leaving behind her and Tom’s Valley Village home.
“You’re right,” Ariana says to her friends, before breaking down in tears. “No, you’re right. It just sucks because it’s like, I put so much of my life and my money and my time, into making this like my dream home.”
Ariana continues: “And it was my dream. And it’s like, not only did he wreck it, but the way he wants to act like he’s somewhat deserving of staying there and keeping it or like the digs. And I’m like I never did anything to him.”
In a confessional, the Broadway actress further shares why she suppresses her feelings, saying, “I keep my armor up because this sh-t is f-cking traumatic.”
Ariana ends things by noting, “I’m trying to find ways to go through all these things without making it everybody else’s problem. But then [Tom’s} openly talking sh-t because the guy has no remorse.”